01:29 am fuck man. Im so totally emotionally drained. I literally cannot handle this anymore. My hormones are raging, i've got 20 extra pounds and a pot belly, my joints all ache, my feet and ankles are swollen, i can't sleep, i pee too much, and i'm always too fucking tired to do anything. I fucking hate this so much right now!!! i'm sick of being pregnant, just cut me open and take this baby out of me!! I want to go back to my usual activities, whatever they were before i was preggo. if you see me walking down the street and you're thinking "wow, she's glowing!", don't be fooled. its probably just because im sauced. haha just kidding. But seriously, i wish there was something i could do to cope with all of this. Why can't i trade off with adam. Here, you be pregnant for the last two months, i did the first seven. AUGH!! i wish it was that easy. I just want to scream and cry and beat things up with my fists of fury, DAMMIT!!!! I HATE THIS!!!!!!!
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